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Name: Megan
Birthday: 3/26/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: Interests are things I'm interested in right? (FAST CARS AND LOUD MUSIC!!!) Sooo...let's see...there's music which would be Fall Out Boy, Green Day, Breaking Benjamin, Foo Fighters, Blink182, Coldplay, Tori Amos, Anna Nalick, Vanessa Carlton, Natasha Bedingfield, Barenaked Ladies, The Offspring, Pink Floyd, NOFX, Unwritten Law, Brand New, Guns N Roses, a growing fondness of Led Zeppelin (or maybe I'm just trying to get my dad to like me), and of course GARBAGE, ah, I LOVE them! OK, other interests would probably be people (yeah I know it's normally movies or something but I love people). People I'm interested in would have to be...Steve, Paul, Angela, Courtney, DUSTIN, Jason, Ty, Zach, Lucas, 3 women I don't even know, Erica, Ashley, Chad, Steven and Johnny. Well, that's most of the things I'm interested in...Not much.
Expertise: Expertise are things I'm an expert at sooo there's not much of those. I'm an expert lier which disturbs me almost as much as it should disturb some of you. I'm freakishly good at scaring the hell out of people. I'm good at totally changing my personality and who I am in a seconds notice. Oh, and manipulating people.That's pretty much all I'm good at, nothing that's worth anything though.
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Thursday, August 04, 2005

HEY

 

EVERYBODY

I

GOT

 A

NEW

SITE

BECAUSE

THIS ONE

WAS BEING

ALL SLOW

AND SHITTY

AND F'ED UP

 AND SHIT

WWW.XANGA.COM/MEGGNOG13

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I have been posting more and more entrys but not really saying anything on any of them...and there's really nothing to say now so I don't know why I posted. Umm, Robyn asked me to run away with her again, she's got $600 and a boyfriend with a car. I didn't even consider saying yes to her this time, not after my parents just started trusting me, I am so not ruining that. The more they trust me the more they won't consider the fact that once they leave the house it would be entirely possible (and probable) for me to leave the house and that Karl lives not even a half a mile away and Marla doesn't live too far either. So no, I am definitly not gonna ruin that. (I'll add icons later.)

Always tell her how you admire her. Tell her you love her at all times. When she’s

 

upset hold her tight. Pick her over all the other girls. Play with her hair, pick her up,

 

tickle her, and wrestle with her. Just talk to her, tell her jokes, bring her

 

flowers just because. Hold her hand and run, just hold her hand. Throw pebbles at

 

her window at night; let her fall asleep in your arms. Sing to her no matter how awful

 

you sound. Get her mad at you. Then kiss her. Give her piggy back rides. Push her

 

on swings. Tell her she looks beautiful when she thinks she looks horrible.

 

When she’s sad, stay on the phone with her. If she’s not saying anything, look into her

 

eyes and smile. Kiss her on the forehead. Slow dance with her even when there’s

 

no music. Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her,

 

 TELL HER.

   

 

Hey peoples! I just changed my xanga like, a lot so I'll be doing the finishing touches on it for a while, just letting yall know why it looks so ugly right now...

 

 

 


Wednesday, August 03, 2005

OK, hey. I would be writing on my other post but it's all fucked up and slow and not working right so I started a new one. Guess what! I'm getting a puppy!!! SHA! It's gonna be a Yorkie! Omigod I sooooooo can't wait!!!

OK, la-dee-dah...bored out of my mind...might go to bed soon.

OK, I went go lay down for a while but it is impossible for me to go to sleep! It's four in the fucking morning already and I'm wide awake! Oh yeah, here's some stuff I thought was really cool:

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Hey peoples! Yup yup, I'm still up. I just finished painting my long-ass fake fingernails black so now they look cool and creepy, it kinda throws off my whole A&F look but whatever. I guess I'll just write in this post through out the day, we're going pick up Courtney later, that'll be nice, she better keep her mouth shut. Well, there's nothing to do and right now sleep is basically impossible so uhhh...later.

AAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

I'M LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND!!!!!!!!!

How come nobody fucking e-mails me anymore??? I'm lucky if I get fucking SPAM! OK, can whoever (I don't care who you are) reads this send me a mother frigging e-mail??? Just so i feel loved??? Please? aquamarinerose7@gmail.com

OKOKOK, I've got reaaaaaaaaally awesome news!!! My mother has finally come to her senses and is letting me stay home ALONE during the week, that means no more floating from Angie's to Courtney's to Grandma's, burdening everybody. That means that I will be ENTIRELY and COMPLETELY alone from 7 a.m. till 5 p.m. YAY!!!!!!! That's 10 hours to do whatever the FUCK I want and my parents will have no idea. OMIGOD! Freedom! Finally.(Oh yeah, and I had another creepy-ish, funny-ish dream last night, had to mean something...)

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Currently Listening
Harmonium
By Vanessa Carlton
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Hey everybody!! I am gonna be soooo bored for the next 8 and a half hours becauseI'm staying up so I can wait for Steve (and because it would basically be impossible at this point.) I'll probably write more tonight...I don't know.

 

 

when a guy tells you that you're hot
he is looking at your body
when a guy tells you that you're pretty
he is looking at your face
when a guy tells you that you're beautiful
he is looking at your heart  

Before I go insane, I hold my pillow to my head
&& spring up in my bed
screaming out the words I dread
 

"I think I'm in love with you!!!

        
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A girl cuts into her skin to feel alive;

while another cries her eyes out

when her boyfriend finally confesses to never loving her.

a guy is broken hearted

when he learns his girlfriend has been cheating on him

and another one hangs himself

for having no one.

a girl forces herself to throw up

to feel a sense of control

while another does cocaine

for the same reason...

&& these are supposed to

be the best years of our lives?

 

 

 

Oh yeah and Steve, if and when you read this, this is for you:

 


Currently Listening
Little Earthquakes
By Tori Amos
LISTENING TO EVERY SINGLE SONG OVER AND OVER AGAIN
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"and he's so funny in his bright red shirt"

--White Houses

Pretty crappy day today, we have to leave. I wanna stay here forever...and tonight I wanna get drunk again so that I'm more affectionate and not so bitchy...I'll talk Angie into it and btw, to anyone who cares, I don't like being watched in my sleep, it makes me feel vulnerable. I'll write more later probably. Oh yeah! And I'm back down to 100 lbs!!! 

Hey peoples. I'm back at Angie's house, listening to Tori Amos ("I wanna smash the faces of those beautiful boys, those Christian boys, so you can make me cum, that doesn't make you Jesus" I'm getting addicted to Tori Amos. Lol.), being thirsty. I just started writing something and that's weird because I haven't written in forever. I feel very poetic-ish right now Steve's house always does that to me, it's so...Uhh..I'm thinking of the right word...uuhh...inspiring? Yeah, that sounds about right. Anyways, Angie says we might go back to Steve's this Saturday or next Thursday or both "so you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts, what's so amazing about really deep thoughts? Boy, you best pray that I bleed real soon, how's that thought for you?" Seriously, this girl rocks out loud.)Hmmm...I guess I'll write more later if something important or interesting happens.

This is literally too   hott for words!!!

    

   

“And through the walls they made their mudpies

I’ve got your mind I said

She said I’ve your voice

I said you don’t need my voice girl; you’ve got your own.

But you never thought it was enough of

So they went years and years

Like sister’s blanket girls

Always there, through that and this,

There’s nothing we cannot ever fix I said.”



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